Surviving
I'ts clearly been a very long time since I've written anything on my own blog(s). Life got busy. I was trying to invest my time in a new relationship. Trying (hoping) that it would be a normal one and trying (hoping) to figure out what normal was. At best, all the others were abnormal. At worst the were abusive. So yeah, normal. There was a pandemic in the midst of that. I thought, if a relationship could survive a pandemic then it's solid, right? I also worked through the pandemic in a health care setting. Pats on the back all around for that, right? No. Stabs in the back is more like it. (Wow - I really should write about the pandemic and the outcome of that on my life. It was not really a good one.) But tonight, I logged back in. Not to write another post but because I was going to delete every word I've ever written. Nothing I think or have to say is worth anything to anyone anyway, right?. (Did I mention I was having a very bad week - and a very bad Friday? Yeah...